hello again, the weight bench is put together, it only took a few hours for patrick and i got get it together... amazingly there werent any leftover pieces... i expected at least one bolt or something... anyway... i leave for the gator bowl in 13 hours... i dont really wanna go... i will have fun once im there... but ild rather be at home... i bought a stephen lynch DVD today... everyone must see it... its almost as funny as ron white (thats saying alot)... the song called talk to me is hilarious... kinda gross... but funny as hell none the less... im cleaning my room... i need to take the bulldozer back sometime... i found my headphones which is a plus... lol.... yeah... anyway....

i should go to bed... im not tired though... so im going to stay up and talk to people... oh yeah... becca and olivia, if you get this i dont have your AOL screennames, mines WVUSpartan86... thats my XBOX LIVE name too...i looked at my schedule for next semester... my earliest class everyday is at 10 im happy...

hello again... its been a while since ive updated... not that it matters because this thing is basically a personal venting/rambling page... but if you read it im cool with it... i cant really stop you...

well... its 6AM and i cant go to sleep... i was asleep but i woke up at midnight and ive been up since then... in this time i looked at myself in the mirror so to say and i have decided im changing my life for the better... instead of taking my money and blowing it on CDs or DVDs im going to use it to buy a weight bench and some free-weights... ive spend 18 years being the slowest, least coordinated, and in most cases the fattest... im done with it... im getting in shape... if youre actually reading this dont make a big thing out of it, an occasional word of inspiration would mean alot though... im actually developing a plan this time that i think i can stick with longterm... damnit if that jared guy from the subway commercials can do it i can, right?...

i should be working alot harder than i am on my music for the WVU School of Music audition this spring... although now i know what to expect i have an even worse feeling this year than i did the first time i tried out... i dont have to declare a major until the end of my sophomore year which gives me 2 more auditions after this one to make it in... i want to be a music teacher so much... if you know me you know i love marching band and music in general... i need to buy a tuner because my tuba sounds like hell... it hurts to play it...

on the subject of marching band, i leave tuesday for the GATOR BOWL!!! i want to get excited about it but after last years raping i cant really get that excited... i get to march at disney... we might get passes to all the parks... we dont know yet... i hope we do... i want to see the animal kingdom...

i dont think im going to drink at all on this trip... there isnt a point... ill go hangout with everyone... but i just dont feel like getting drunk...

oh yeah.... halo 2 kicks major ass...

i miss singing in elizabethans... i miss everyone in it... well... most of the people... right scooter?

christmas was nice this year... it was wierd... my mom and dad were in the same room when we opened presents... that hasnt happened since i was in 4th grade... sadly it felt really really wierd, but i didnt want it to... i should have been happy... i mean i was... but it just is different... i fucking hate that my parents got divorced... if i ever get married i will try my hardest to adhear to the "til death do ye part" part... i never want to put my kids through this shit... and thats what it is... shit...

im gonna go try to get some sleep...

10 - 3 RED SOX WIN!!!!

For all of those out there who are Yankee fans... I'm not that sorry because I enjoyed every moment of their four game losing streak... HAHAHA...

SCREW THE YANKEES!!!